I miss my wife so much! She was the light of my life and I lost her because of my alcoholism.
If you are someone struggling with alcoholism, or any other addiction, please read these words and in their pain and suffering find the strength to get help - PLEASE DON'T LET THIS HAPPEN TO YOU! GET HELP NOW BEFORE IT IS TOO LATE!
I don't think I will ever recover from losing my wife. How do you ever get over losing your soul mate...from hurting the one who you love so much and who loves, or loved, you so much?
Honey, if you ever read this, please know that with all of my heart I will love you and cherish you until the day I die. Only God truly knows how sorry I am for the hurt I have caused you. I pray for you every single day - for your health, for your happiness, and that you may find peace in your life. I want the best life has to offer for you - even if I can't be a part of your life.
I do wish there was a way we could have one more chance - I don't think I will ever really give up on that hope even though I realize the chances of our being back together are non-existent my heart just won't completely let go - I miss you so very much. I just wish you could see the man I'm becoming...the man you so desperately wanted me to be...honest, sober, peaceful.
For me, it is just too late for my relationship with this beautiful woman, but if you are someone struggling with an addiction maybe it is not too late for you...GET HELP...STOP LYING TO YOURSELF...GET HELP NOW...WHILE YOU STILL HAVE A CHANCE TO SAVE YOUR LIFE AND LOVED ONES!
And to you my dearest, no matter what happens, with all my heart and soul I want peace, health, and happiness for you - simply because you loved me so much for so many years!
I'm so sorry for how I have hurt you and for what I have done to our relationship...for these things I will remain forever sorry...I only pray that someday God and you can forgive me.
Please God, watch over this beautiful child of yours for me since I can't anymore!
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